Books, TV, Fillum and Music.

I am excited to say that I have just purchased Jeremy Clarkson’s ‘The World According To Clarkson’ in a Penguin Classic cover, it’s an odd thing to see. I shan’t be reading it (again) for a while as I have masses of reading to do in a very short time, my first OU assignment is due on the 5th October and I haven’t read anywhere near enough!

Also I have just watched ‘Stuart: A Life Backwards’ and I loved it. We had a locum pharmacist in at work the other day and she questioned why our addicts became addicts, why they put themselves in such a dismal position and live in such depravity. I said that a lot of them were in an even worse place beforehand and this program showed this brilliantly. For some it’s almost as if heroin addiction is part of the healing process as the addict will be more likely to get the sort of help they need, whereas someone who is just ‘bonkers’ can easily slip through the net. I wish I could ask our addicts why they started but I can’t, I can only find out if they offer this information to me. When they do it’s eye opening.

A couple of days ago I watched ‘Reign Over Me’ with Adam Sandler taking the lead. He was a dentist with a beautiful family and everything to live for. Then 9/11 happens and his wife, three daughters and dog are on one of the planes that crashes into the Twin Towers. He gives up dentistry and becomes a drummer in a band who re-models his kitchen every few months. People who don’t really know him think he’s crazy, but it is just his way of handling the grief he feels for losing his whole family in such a terrible way. Don Cheadle plays the ’straight’ man as Sandlers ex college room mate who helps him let his feelings out. I loved this film because it makes you understand that people feel in different ways and hurt in different ways too. It was also nice to see the male emotions coming out.

Watching this film made me want to listen to Quadrophenia again (as the final track ‘Reign o’ Me’ was the song on the end credits) and Pete Townsend really had it sussed then. He’ll always be a very bizarre man, but he got teenage angst spot on with this album. Classic.

Monty

Just been watching Monty Don’s Growing Out Of Trouble. None of it shocks me as I work with heroin addicts all the time. There is one thing that surprises me though and that would be the fact that none of them want to eat a bloody gorgeous looking roast dinner made with the meat and veggies that they themselves have grown.

Throughout this series of programs I have been kind of pleased that they have shown the really shitty parts of being a heroin addict. In most programs the public doesn’t see the real story. They see an addict go in for help, they get help and amazingly they seem to get off straight away, but this almost never happens. This program has shown that people do die of heroin addiction, they do have gaping holes in their legs from injecting and that no matter how nice the addict may seem, you cannot trust them. Not unless that switch has been flicked in their head. Nothing will get an addict off heroin unless they realise what they are actually doing to themselves.

Monty and the couple who own the farm are a wee bit naive though, the addicts know this too. Although Monty is learning to take what they say with a pinch of salt. Thursday is the last of the series, I can’t wait to see how it ends.